am not perfect. I have so many flaws and character traits that I am not proud of. So many problematic behaviors that have hurt you, harmed trust and destabilized the relationship.
I don't want to hurt you. I want to be your whole world again, and actually deserve it.
My thought is transparency and brutal honesty. I am trying to be as self-reflective as possible with the goal of giving you the very best of me. But not some fleeting example of the very best of me that reverts back to old behaviors. That is not at all what I want and what I must avoid at all costs. Now is the time for authentic change. A temp bandaid over these behaviors is not enough.
As I work on these behaviors, I can write about my progress and general thoughts on the behavior; where it came from, why did I develop it, Its overall impact on my life and relationships. The thought process here is to let you into my mind where you can see more clearly the signs of me participating in these behaviors. This is critically important for helping to establish trust. I want to give you as much ammunition as I can so you can catch me engaging in these behaviors. This would be the last line of defense, the first line starts with me and changing my habits.
So here is the start of the list:
1. Chatting/flirting with girls online
3. Play word/mind games in an attempt to dominate the conversation or belittle your position
4. Dismissive of opinions based on age or xp
5. Impatient
6. Text fighting
7. Porn/masturbation
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